She Knew…I LOVE HER…Yipeeeeee

Well, I don’t know….from where I should begin. It’s been a week I didn’t write about her. This week was quite hectic for me...in terms of work. Ok...Let me begin from nowhere… ha ha ha J

                        I m just floating in her love…and drifting just like that…well who cares…where I will land..Atleast not me J I had 3 or 4 times conversation with her on last monday...and it was heart relaxing for me….coz only I know…how I was desperate to talk to her….. And since Tuesday. we had talk almost on all topic….including our would be life….covering all the aspect of life…. It was she…who all started with all the different kind of discussion…I already told you guys…she is a hell of analyst…be it anything..

                        In my entire 3 years career…I never waited for weekdays so impatiently. I just wanted to talk to her…on anything….I don’t know….i feel like..i never get enough of her… I can say that…I am totally in love with her…madly… badly … entirely…in love with her . ha ha ha .. J….

                        I don’t know…what to write…and how to explain…there are so much things…thought bubbling into my mind…simultaneously…about her….I just want to pour my heart….every bit of it.

                        She is kind of person….who sense everything….at least about me... :) irrespective of our age…she is more mature than me. She is little hesitant to take step toward me. I can understand. She is girl. A girl with golden yet funny heart. [I know..every person…on this planet thinks the same about their love…the way I feel about her…] I am also the one to blame....i am kind of the person…who is always in hurry…always ready to pour my heart in front of the person. So, I can understand her concern….her little silence on these entire topic about love and all. Well….let her take her time…I don’t care…I just want to give her enough time to establish her thought about me.

                        She has her own way to express her feeling…ha ha ha…god…I love her…in all way. One day she asked me. She has to complete her study. And it will take minimum 3 years. So she told me…do not wait for her.  At first…I was not able to reply….my heart always sank on this kind of question of her. I just don’t want loose her at any terms. But I replied in my best way….”Buddy….we can discuss about this…and you can carry on with you stuff and ever if we marry, I wont stop you for any of your ambitions. I will try to provide you as friendly situation as possible…even after our marriage JJ”. Some where in my heart…I know…she tests me by all these scenario. But I want to tell one thing for sure...she is such a dumbo..on emotion and all love things. Whenever I start talking on all these things, be it relation or love. She stays silent not saying much. But parallel, I am also an idiot…coz…i keep on going, not thinking…what she might be thinking…or she is comfortable to talk on this or not. When I realize all this…I am almost over….on that topic JJ.

                         Yesterday... I told her that…i want to see her some snap. And that was it and she fried my brain with how she looks so ugly…dark…has high cheek bones, fluffy nose…dark circles around eyes...and all possible bad remarks about her. And I am also such an idiot to day...that my mom always wanted a “white bahu” and that was it…she started saying all bad things about her appearance and told me that she is not enough good looking girl for me… full evening she fried my brain…. JJ…she is also…annoying sometimes….ha ha ha… And I keep on saying that….”i don’t care… you look average or like priyanka chopra. You look dark or white…it is your sound, your thinking, your funny way…your twisted mind (just kidding…she is very mature…JJ) whom I love…and I will be happy to have her in anyway…. But still she didn’t stop. I don’t know…it was intentional or she really meant…whatever she said…..  but I really felt some hint of sadness in her…I don’t how true my thought was at that moment. But this my own thought made me sad. I never want to see her at this position, by telling all crap about her, if she really meant. I stopped her in middle and said…that’s enough buddy….if want to upload your photo…then do that…or if you don’t want to, then also it wont be a problem for me. She finally stopped, and when she went home. She uploaded her photo on FB and messaged me,

 “please check and let me know…how I look”. At that time I was travelling to home and said…will check once I reach home.

                        But how a person on earth, who is so much in love with some girl can wait for even 30 min. I checked her photo on my mobile and god…that was the moment…she drew me more closer to her. But still at that moment, I kept myself so calm and told myself, lets go home as early as possible and have a good look at her snap.

                        After getting out of cab, I sprinted toward my flat. I opened my house and threw my shoes…don’t know where and opened my laptop and switched my net on….logged into FB and it was she... staring at me[her update was the latest one]. God she is so cute and even with that fluffy nose…she was looking so cute and innocent and those big eyes…always made me feel crazy about her.

                        Instantly I messaged her, that you look so and so...and again...your one more try to keep me away failed….ha ha ha JJ. These are her tactics to make me change my mind about her. But after chatting with her on FB, she seemed happy and I felt like…she is accepting my love…..ha ha ha.

                        This snap of her was totally different than all her snaps of FB. In all those previous snaps on FB, she looks so serious and mature. But this was totally opposite. In this snap she was looking like small kid with so much innocence on the face. I felt more attracted towards her.

That time I wanted to shout……..

“GARIMA…..I LOVE YOU so much… never ever try to keep me away from you ”  but I didn’t shout…not even I wrote these things in chat. I know, she is not as filmy as me…ha ha ha JJ. She used digest things slowly. Let her take her time……….. LL

 But this is good. She is filling my void also. She also use to tell me….”Rohit take your time buddy…..” and I always use to say like a small kid…..”YES BUDDY… LL”

She is my sweetheart…… JJJ

 

Love you Garima……