Got Caught While Lying

Got Caught While Lying

Since morning….it felt like eternity passed infront of me…..finally I called her again…at 3 PM…and guess wat..she picked up this time….i felt like..i got my breath finally… I started talking to her…so fast…said…nothing is working out…mssgs r not going to u…and I guess…..you messages are not coming to me….. she was so calm as usual[god knows only…how these girls maintain these kind of attitude…she was so calm like a water…as if nothing happened….] even I doubted…did she forget..what we were taking last night. So..i didn’t pull the matter again. I was little hesitant..i mean..its really different while chatting with someone.. compare to , if the same person is listening your voice. I mumbled for a minute. Then I said.. I missed our chat badly since morning. L… she smiled and…… bingooooo…. I thought…still we are on same page… JJ . she said…messages are not going for her too. She said she sent couple of messages since morning. But it seems it is not reaching to me. Then I asked…” is it good time to talk to you”. She came out of house. And she said..she is going to online in few minute. This line came as relief to me. I said.. I am also coming online. Lets chat. I went online and then the real deal started.

 I just told…everything what I did since morning. She also shared the same detail. I was kind of excited while taking to her. For each of her line… I replied in more than couples of lines. And guess what…she sensed my desperation. And she said….”easy rohit…be steady. I can understand.”  I stopped then and there itself...  then in a very steady manner I told her…what I am thinking since morning… and how those last night talk keep coming back to me. She replied accordingly. Then she said…” Can I ask you one question”. I just taken back….something bad is coming…gezzzzzzzz

“Why your birth date is 84 showing in FB” she said. I was speechless. Some days before I told her my B-day is 85. It was white lie.

“I just wanted to tell you ..that I lied you on this.” I mumbled….it was really humiliating. I mean…. i am not blaming her….it was just a plain lie…

I said lots of things in my defence…and still she was calm……she just asked..

“why you lied…”

then I told her…the reason…reason was quite small for me…as well for her also… but I gathered all my thought…and told her… “you B-day is 90…and m of 84…so..i thought……u might not talk to me…you might consider me very elder than you… and I never wanted to lose you…even as a friend….”

She didn’t say much to me…but to my relief…she didn’t showed any kind of drama on it.

She…asked again….what else you lied to me…..

I said…I will tell you every small detail, where I lied to you…but don’t get angry…plzzzzzzzzzzzz.

I told her that I know swimming but not skating…I never had taste of wine…smoked few times….….many more ..all possible small lies which I told her in last 2 months…..

She said..” how can I trust you now “

I said…..”don’t give up your trust on me…”

Let me explain…and I promise.. I will never lie to you….and what ever I lied to you….it was at the earlier phase of friendship…. And I never thought…that…we will reach to this point…

She said okay….i said….”just don’t keep any bad idea about me….just tell whatever coming into you mind…”

And guess what….she went Offline……goddddddddddd… it happened again….i mean…it felt so frustrating…that…why she went offline…can’t she give me chance to explain her…..

I thought…what she might be thinking…..bad, good or angry…..

I called her after few min…. and she picked…..god…such a relief, I felt ……

I said..”are you angry on me”

“no I am not…there is some problem with internet..i am not able to connect”…she said.

I know..she has some problem of showing emotion…..i asked her again….please let me know…if  you really feeling hurt inside….. she smiled….and said…”am not angry…just little taken back…that’s it”. She said…”why you sound so tensed…”

I said..i am tensed…I got caught red handed…and last night I was taking about our future….and now…you stripped me…by my lie….

She said…”it happens…just don’t be tensed…”

I said…can I talk to you for some time…she went into her room…and we again started taking on good note and …I asked “lets give it a shot… I mean…lets give it a try….on our relation….if it goes well….we can plan to be together…. And you know…we are very compatible to each other….lets talk like this..for few more months….and if our compatibility remains same…then…I guess…we can think about our future together…”

“it’s not possible…” she said..

I felt like I am sinking…..but again…I pulled together myself…and said…

“if you cant encourage me….then don’t discourage also and I will try for this…”

“please call later…..” she said in very low tone…..

I thought….her family member might be coming into her room and disconnected the call….

And that’s it…. I don’t know…she did it intentionally or really…this was the situation…

OMG…I m really in love……ha ha ha……..

I don’t know….how it is going to work….how much she will contribute…..

But I will try my best

Good luck Rohit Sir... :):)